Monday, January 09, 2006
Yay! It's the hari raya holidays, which means...
I CAN ONLINE!
Hmm.. Does anyone read xiaxue's blog? The most famous blogger in Singapore (( also my blogging idol )) feels really strongly about foreign people... defiling the.. *ehem* purity of Singaporean girls. I have to say I agree with her.
Today, i went out to get some lemons and rice krispies for my mum (( she's baking new year cookies )). As I rather favour punkish clothes these days, I wore cargo pants (( just like GWEN! )) and a mickey tshirt. As all my friends know, I'm not exactly a pretty girl. In fact, I have to say that...
I AM TOTALLY UGLY.
Which proves that, some people are just plain blind.. or desperate.
-.-"
Today is a public holiday (( duhh )) so this group of foreign workers were hanging outside the supermarket. Okay, not to further degrade myself, but seriously. I AM NOT PRETTY NOR AM I SLIM! Why can't these foreign workers (( and ah bengs )) get it into their heads! Some guys will do anything to get a date. So I passed by, and these group of guys.. They... Oh well, forgive me for digressing but.. I think we should just change the topic right here and now (:
There's a deep dark secret of mine that very few people know. Let me tell you guys a story. Hypothetically of course =pPp
So, M is a girl who has a happy family. She is very close to her cousins, who live two hours away. As their entire family is based there, she goes to (( let's call this place Timbuktu - hypothetically speaking )) Timbuktu rather often, because her OWN family is in (( forgive me for this )) South Africa. So, she has a guy cousin we'll call Z. So, Z and M are close and they can be found.. well, flirting with each other. Not seriously of course. And hypothetically (:
M goes to Timbktu for CNY celebrations, as she does every year. Only this time.. her cousin did.. Well, unORTHODOX - if that's the right word - things to her. Erm, sort of outraging her modesty? Only not to THAT extent, if you guys catch my drift (( again, the age-old question, who are the "guys" who read my blog? )). For the rest of the year, OMG. M feels really embarassed and she can't bring herself to tell anyone or even look at her cousin. She confides in her close friends, but she totally forgets about the experience... until the next time she meets Z. So far, according to reports from Z's brother (( who hates Z but doesn't know what happened )) Z is still unrepentant. Forgive me for this 18-SX post. Z in fact... Oh well, let's keep this blog strictly pg-13.
(( CENSORED ))
Ahhh... I think I'm jus talking crap. In fact, I don't think I even understand what I'm saying! Just ignore what I typed and pretend my real post starts here.
You know, guys, the world is unfair to people who aren't.. well, pretty and thin and popular. Theoretically speaking, doesn't socialism happen all over the world? (( IF socialism is a word -.-" ))
Anyway I'M coining the term socialism.
socialism - socialism happens when you aren't pretty, thin, or popular enough to climb up the social ladder. Those elite few who think they are all that look down on you. And occasionally, bitchiness and backstabbing happens. Scratch that. ALWAYS happens.
Muar - my little teeny weeny town.
The popular girls are total bitches. The think they rule the social scene, when in actual fact, everyone KNOWS they are total bitches. They will backstab anything and anyone! They are still popular because... well, they are pretty and thin and.. popular.
Then there are the ones who are popular for being pretty, thin and NICE. But beneath all that niceness (( which is really a facade to hide their true, un-NICE selves )) lurks hearts of evil. They bitch, but not loud enough for other people to hear. Only those who are privileged enough to find out what lurks beneath the surface will ever know. Everyone else? They'll be none the wiser.
Then there are the victims. They are either pretty (( which make the queen bees jealous )), fat (( which give the queen bees an excuse to insult )) or popular with the guys (( and they get labeled as sluts )). So in essence, being a queen bee must be really nice, as you are essentially at the top of the social strata.
BUT
BUT
BUT
I'd rather be me (( the victim )) than be a queen bee who will one day get her just deserts!!
But I digress. I think I'm drunk on coconut biscuits (( lovingly made by my mum )). I'm talking total CRAP. NONSENSE. SHIT.
I noticed in Dora's blog that she is starting to like Gwen Stefani.
Which makes sense, cos Gwen is the SHIT (: As for me? I'm starting to like Ashlee myself. she's a good model if nothing else.
I haven't been doing any photoshopping since my last eva longoria one (( too drunk!! )). Instead I edited Tom Felton's photo to let Dora have a look at it! I fixed quite a lot of stuff, cos it was a pretty bad picture. Although he is handsome (:
I gave him a brighter smile. Lowered his quarterback shoulders. Opened his eyes and made him emerald eyed! And he looks GORGEOUS. For the separate versions of his picture, so you can see the true difference, tag me or MSN! (:
i'm emo @ 4:59 AM
Friday, January 06, 2006
Okay, it's finally the weekend! The first week of school is over, not to mention the fact that we have two days holiday for hari raya! I love the Malays (:
So, I realised something important a few weeks back. For nearly all my life, I dreamt of being a lawyer. My dad's a successful lawyer, and my big sister is studying law. Maybe they're the reason why I decided to choose law as my profession. Anyway, I know realise that law isn't my calling! I have finally - after many years - decided on what I want to do after my SPM this year! I'm heading off to Australia (( which HAS been a dream of mine since, like, I don't know, FOREVER? )) to do Year 12 which is equivalent to the A-Levels here. You can take five courses there, so I'm going to do Politics and Current Events, ESL, English Language, Math and Literature. And after that, I want to get into Uni of Melbourne to get degree in..
JOURNALISM!
I now know my calling isn't to be a legal eagle, but rather a journalist! Which is exactly whatI like, a combination of writing, reporting, and ENGLISH. Which is my all-time favourite subject. I would have taken drama, but unfortunately, I don't think I have enough talent or beauty =((.
I got back my first creative writing paper from Miss Wong, who told us to write about our goals this year in Form 5 (( as it's the SPM year - SCARY! )). She didn't grade it, but she did correct mistakes (( as usual!!! )). There was one part where I wrote,
"Another target of mine this year is to make my mother proud of me, and stop contradicting her, as she only hopes for the best for her children."
HAHAHA!
Miss Wong bracketed that section and wrote GOOD, which is something really rare and unheard of from such a strict teacher! *gleeful laugh* OMG I was so surprised. And pleased of course -.-"
My latest photoshop works for Dora to take a look at. I know you've been trying to do preppy, sweetie, but hey! Your talents lie in grunge, so stick to it! Whereas I, am neither talented nor able to do grunge OR preppy. Trust me, you're the most talented photoshoppist I know, so stick with your grunge works, cos they're really really great (:
One stupid Lindsay Lohan skin that I did about ten minutes before going to tuition. Was in a rush, so I just simply whipped up something stupid.
And one of my latest works, featuring Eva Longoria from DH. Argghh, stupid Blogger is on the blink again, and I'm unable to upload photos. I'm going to try ONCE more.
Did you know that Kate Moss was in these pictures? I actually didn't know until I saw them on her website. How can so much gorgeousness be in one person? RAWRRRRRRR (( im copying dorothy =pPp )) I pity her, and I'm glad she's in rehab now. Her boyfriend is really up to no good.
And another perfect perfect picture for photoshopping is the Vogue spread by Chloe Sevigny. She's a fantastic model, and these pictures? WOOO. Decadence in full glory.
I know I promised a LONG LONG post to make up for my not posting for such a long time, but 'm really beat. This whole long week and all the teachers stressing the importance of SPM is driving me BONKERS. If I plan to become a
i'm emo @ 11:27 PM