Tuesday, August 23, 2005
i'm emo @ 8:29 AM
Sunday, August 21, 2005
LOL. this holidays have been quite boring. the first few days were ok.. but now.. ew.. getting boring. i wanna go out with jolwee later. hopefully. to watch charlie and the chocolate factory. trying to make a blogskin but im soooo bad at html>.<>
i'm emo @ 11:59 PM
hahas* jolwee and i have PNG'd daniel. he is now on our persona non grata list. funny how u thought you knew someone but he turned out to be the complete opposite. he's changed alot this year. all that crapola about me turning bad and stuff. hello? you are the one who's turning bad. even your best friends cant stand you. what happened to him? he's turned power-hungry. and BAD. he nearly said i was hiao. he din say it out but i can feel him thinking it. flirting with attached girls, BITCHY attached girls? that's way too low. as zili says, he is a gien bu king. hope he never reads this=)). LOL. me and zili.. gosh. never knew i could find someone that i could talk to as much as mavin. mavin hates me now. i dont even know why. dun care. im gonna ignore him next week at lit. same way he ignored me. zili and i stayed up until two thirty am last night chatting~! omigosh. two cantshutup peepos. LOL. he told me dat he kept laughing throughout our conversation. told him he needs to get to a mental hospital=X. hahas* he let me see his webcam~! gosh. damn clear then see his SCARY face. hahas* im so bad. no lahs, hes quite cute, for a friend, you know. finally someone to talk to other than mavin and dhiraj. tired of burdening them with my probs. i think mavin feels its too much? sorry lah, piggy. let me tell you, i cant live happily without you as my best friend! its a sad sad life='((. so, life is getting ALOT more complicated. yesterday went out wth xin. planned to meet jess after the sri muar install but she skipped it entirely~! haha. jolwee's new boyf. gosh, hes a cutie but a bit of ah beng heng? so sorry lah baobeii=D. bought lotsa stuff. ate until stuffed. bought new earrings, new shirt. spent nearly hundred dollars bah? oh gosh, dad will slit my throat when he gets home. im now officially dead broke AND owe my dad nearly 50bucks. LOL. bought charlie and the chocolate factory vcd. came back to my hse to watch it with jess and xin. fell asleep halfway~! oh gosh, im such a sucker. tingxin and i onlined till late.. then she went home. i miss her=)).
i'm emo @ 8:10 AM
Friday, August 19, 2005
all mavin's fault. he's ignoring me totally. what did i do to him? he's supposed to be my best friend~! but he replied jolwee's sms and din even bother to reply the many many many sms that i sent him. no explanation also... haish. i wonder why he hate me? without my best friend i wont be happy=((. maybe christine ask him not to be friends with me? haiyah. why like that? anyway, what can i do if he doesnt wanna talk to me>.<'' oh yeah. went to school, its the HOLIDAYS~! hahas* muiting skip school-lucky pig. after school dabao chicken rice for henry and alvin, but henry din go pulak=.= mavin also din go. alvin said he wanted to concentrate on lit. pui lah. i heard a few things about *him* today. all bad things. why din i know he was so bad? finally show his true colours. he's really bad. gone power-hungry. menghong is soooo angry with him. if only i knew how his real character is like. gosh. my eyes went round O.O so horrible~! they all hate him now, only he doesnt know it. jolwee told me that he's really so jian. gosh. must be hanging out with *her* for too long. two jian people together. no problems=). heard from menghong tat he was flirting away with the bitch at william's party. only gao poh girls. please lah. watch out next time you kena beat up. ill laugh~!!! after lit, went to jolwee's hse. oh yeah, mum left for sporee so she can go to china tomorrow. yay~! hahhaa* spent the whole day in jolwee's hse. dunnoe wat we do also=.= yesterday at goh tiao kim's tuition. jolwee suddenly ask me want to go watch national choir competition in melaka? i said when? she said now-.-SHIT stupid blog. spoil everythg, too lazy to type for the THIRD time. ishs.
i'm emo @ 5:50 AM
Monday, August 15, 2005
again, some new pics. nowadays addictedd=)).
me and baobeii jolwee again but different design
femme fatales 2005 designed by me x))
the top four noisiest(and most fun people~!) in lit class
i'm emo @ 6:25 AM
Sunday, August 14, 2005
today was normal lars. sunday, you know? woke up late in the morning, went downstairs, saw my uncle there. hahahas* me and jiee kept teasing lil sis. until she sulked and cried. haish. as usual? hahas* went out to eat at sakeh, damn full after that O.O then went out to popular, gt the new princess diaries book, volume vi~! yays. came home and read it for a while, then went out with mum and jiee. bought a cute lil doggy necklace. rather into the punky look now, no more girlishness for me~! except for crying.. i enjoy that~!=)). hahahas* came home and onL for quite a long time. hiacks. kinda sick of friendster nowadays though. i dont really care if my accnt takes 200yrs to fill up. after all, already five accnts is more than enough=). read finish the princess diaries book and started reading the newest copy of LIME=)). said bye to jiee, she'll be in kl till the week after next. then.. onlined again~! hiacks. im so addicted to onlining. no friendster anymore though. more to blogs=). anyway, im busy replying testies, so ill blog later~! muackks=)
i'm emo @ 5:29 AM
LOL. just designed sum new pics. hehehex* here they are~!
my baobeiibabiee jolwee
darlingg meifeng meiimeii
chiobu jieejiee angiee
baobei jolwee and me~! hsm install. thanks dennis=)).
i'm emo @ 3:13 AM
Saturday, August 13, 2005
oh gosh, sometimes i think im superficial. well,i guess so is the rest of the world. have you ever heard a guy say, youre so smart, will you be my girlfriend? noway. well, that's the way the world is. LOL. so if you dont have looks, you just might as well be dead. i guess that's me~! hahas* that day at the hsm install, dennis pointed at me and said in this really fierce voice[scary~!]"Huiyi, you hve VERY low self-esteem". Well, i guess he's kinda right lors. it takes me a very long time to realise that im not as ugly as i think. well, for one thing, my big sister's comment last night really changed everythg i thought about myself. she said that she had her college and uni friends who saw my picture on friendster and wanted to have my phone number~! hahas* she said she chased them away and said im too young for them=)). wakaka. but one thing i have to say, my pictures definitely look better than my real person. but people who tell me that are just plain MEAN. oh yeah, today was canteen day. woke up early to go, but jolwee didnt turn up~! ishs. alamaks. quite fun today, but i think i spent nearly rm40!! ahaha, there goes my savings. summore i dont get and allowance=(. but it was worth it. i saw ah chua today, and she said hie, but vivian is weird she just stared and stared at me like she doesn't know me=.='''. then came back home and fell asleep until now~! hahas* finally opened my new accnt today. add if you want. lilfaeriebaby@hotmail.com. the shugardoll one was kinda slow. ishs. hahas* omigosh~! i just realised that i TOTALLY havent started my addmaths project yet. and its due next week~! im so so so dead. but actually, i think teacher wont mind lars. hahas* yay~! holidays soon. can go out everyday cos mum and dad are going to china. and then we're going to westin kl to stay in degrande suite=). can go take neos at sg wang, nvr taken in msia before. and can go shopping, so i better save up my allowance now~! LOL.
i'm emo @ 12:39 AM
Thursday, August 11, 2005
mum is on the warpath. LOL. been spending too much time on the Net. hahas* nth much to blog today. life has been veryvery depressing lately. after my crying bout on sunday, feel like a different person. people and friends keep asking me to go back to the old huiyi, the huiyi that they used to know. dunnoe why, i tried but i cant. they'll just have to deal with it. dunnoe why im so depressed anyway. oh yeah, it was nice of xin to come here and tag=D. i gotta love her for that~! hahas* sometimes i get really depressed though. dennis said that i have low self-esteem. VERY low. its not really true actually. when im by myself, i consider myself pretty OK-looking, nth beautiful, but just an average girl. but when i think abt what that bitch said abt me the other day, i just cant help it. i becum abt a 100times uglier to myself. she sucks. ishs. made me like this. luckily muiting is planning to go to tuition next week and sabo her! humph, let her know the feeling. sucker~! hahas* i feel happier sometimes though, when i think about all the nice friends i have. SHIT stupid blog again. blog laterz.
i'm emo @ 7:22 AM
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
I hate that girl! she knows who she is! what right does she have to insult me until i cry? this is unfair. what did i ever do to her? haish. feel miserable. nvr insulted her b4, why should she insult me? i hat hate hate her. i could feel my ears were burning hot the whole time she was insulting me! she was insulting very loudly, as i f i was dead or not in the room~! i cant imagine how god could have let this kinda girl live for so long, leading such a happy life. what can i say, life is unfair. she's pretty, she's popular, but she's a BITCH~! i heard that she even betrayed her best friend b4, and her boyfriend too! But her best friend already sucks without any of her help. gee. i wonder why. i really dun mind ppl talking bad abt me,but did she have to do it in front of me? she said it so loudly until the whole tuition class heard!! i hate her. i nvr scold bad words anymore, but fark her. cb she. hate hate hate. depressed enough, dont need her help.
i'm emo @ 2:23 AM
Sunday, August 07, 2005
depression rox. love sux. slogan dat me and xin came up with. when the boys are bad, the girls are sad. so true. haishs, today might be one of the worst days in my life. my life already sux badly enuf lors. cried on and off the whole day. at least have tingxin to cry together with. i pity her too. andrew is such an idiot. treat her like dat. i thought daniel was bad, but i obviously didnt tink of andrew. i cried even harder when i heard frm tingxin dat daniel was only treating me as jess's replacement. thnx a whole lot. u rock. NOT. u already broke my heart by falling in love with my best fren, and now i find out that you never really loved me? thanks ever so much. yucks. so lonely. wanna die. but i bet nobody will come to my funeral? haishs. life is so sucky. i wonder wad all dose pretty and popular and smart ppl know abt sadness?
i'm emo @ 5:46 AM
Saturday, August 06, 2005
haishs. today was the hsm installation day. went early and had lunch with jolwee and chong hao. weird feeling that chong hao likes jolwee? anyway. the install was not bad lars, quite fun. cos we had dennis to bully. lols~! then daniel's turn, he was installed. and they all shouted "Jessica! Jessica!" er. dun really know how i feel about that. just because he is my ex doesnt mean i own him. and im quite sure i have no feelings for him anymore. but its always hard to forget a first boyfriend rite? anyway, i felt a little weird when they all started shouting tat. even tingxin and jolwee. i just sat there and shuddup. weird feeling. errrrrr. summore jess is one of my besties. errrrr. after that we went to extreme cafe AGAIN this time with dennis. guilty as charged. dennis is quite cute but VERY sarcastic. more like a little brother type. haha.
i'm emo @ 8:09 AM