Saturday, August 13, 2005
oh gosh, sometimes i think im superficial. well,i guess so is the rest of the world. have you ever heard a guy say, youre so smart, will you be my girlfriend? noway. well, that's the way the world is. LOL. so if you dont have looks, you just might as well be dead. i guess that's me~! hahas* that day at the hsm install, dennis pointed at me and said in this really fierce voice[scary~!]"Huiyi, you hve VERY low self-esteem". Well, i guess he's kinda right lors. it takes me a very long time to realise that im not as ugly as i think. well, for one thing, my big sister's comment last night really changed everythg i thought about myself. she said that she had her college and uni friends who saw my picture on friendster and wanted to have my phone number~! hahas* she said she chased them away and said im too young for them=)). wakaka. but one thing i have to say, my pictures definitely look better than my real person. but people who tell me that are just plain MEAN. oh yeah, today was canteen day. woke up early to go, but jolwee didnt turn up~! ishs. alamaks. quite fun today, but i think i spent nearly rm40!! ahaha, there goes my savings. summore i dont get and allowance=(. but it was worth it. i saw ah chua today, and she said hie, but vivian is weird she just stared and stared at me like she doesn't know me=.='''. then came back home and fell asleep until now~! hahas* finally opened my new accnt today. add if you want. lilfaeriebaby@hotmail.com. the shugardoll one was kinda slow. ishs. hahas* omigosh~! i just realised that i TOTALLY havent started my addmaths project yet. and its due next week~! im so so so dead. but actually, i think teacher wont mind lars. hahas* yay~! holidays soon. can go out everyday cos mum and dad are going to china. and then we're going to westin kl to stay in degrande suite=). can go take neos at sg wang, nvr taken in msia before. and can go shopping, so i better save up my allowance now~! LOL.
i'm emo @ 12:39 AM
