Thursday, August 11, 2005
mum is on the warpath. LOL. been spending too much time on the Net. hahas* nth much to blog today. life has been veryvery depressing lately. after my crying bout on sunday, feel like a different person. people and friends keep asking me to go back to the old huiyi, the huiyi that they used to know. dunnoe why, i tried but i cant. they'll just have to deal with it. dunnoe why im so depressed anyway. oh yeah, it was nice of xin to come here and tag=D. i gotta love her for that~! hahas* sometimes i get really depressed though. dennis said that i have low self-esteem. VERY low. its not really true actually. when im by myself, i consider myself pretty OK-looking, nth beautiful, but just an average girl. but when i think abt what that bitch said abt me the other day, i just cant help it. i becum abt a 100times uglier to myself. she sucks. ishs. made me like this. luckily muiting is planning to go to tuition next week and sabo her! humph, let her know the feeling. sucker~! hahas* i feel happier sometimes though, when i think about all the nice friends i have. SHIT stupid blog again. blog laterz.
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